Not Trusting My Husband Has Ruined My Marriage.I have caught my husband flirting with women, inboxing women on FB, saying he's single on his MySpace profile and lying about little things. When I confront him, he gets upset with me and turns everything on me. He makes me feel like crap. He starts arguments all the time. He is always working on how he looks, spends lots of time at the gym and stays up all night on the computer and erases history on the computer all the time. Gets calls from an unknown number. He tells me that I can't prove that he's cheated or cheats on me because he would never hurt our family.
I had cancer last year and now it's gone. But in one year I have been so stressed I have gained about 56 pounds.I feel ugly and am unhappy. I don't know how to feel good about myself. The thought of being intimate with him makes me sick, but then I get mad because he doesn't want me either.
He has taken a job in another city, which I am happy about....It gives me time to get advise and change my life.