I Love You But You Are Making Some Really Stupid Decisions...I want to start off by saying that I love my mom. She is an amazing woman. At this point in time she is making some really bad decisions right now that are having a really bad effect on me. she believes that she is free to go out to bars and sleep with other men. This is partly due to the fact that she started having children early (she had me at 18) and that she got married early also (23 yrs old). I wouldn't mind the going out but the problem is that she is married still to my brothers' dad (I consider him my dad also because my real father wasn't in my life). I was taught that marriage is a sacred union that is not to be taken lightly and all the other bs that comes along with it. She is doing the complete opposite. My problem is with the fact that not only is she messing with multiple men but she is still married. Cheating is wrong, so I have been taught but she sees no problem in what she is doing! Maybe its just me being a goody two shoes but seeing her contradict the teachings of my childhood is really unnerving. I trusted her to teach me but she can't even follow her own teachings! I don't know what to do. No one understands the way I feel. My brothers don't care because what she does benefits them. I can't bear to live here anymore but I have to cope until September. I have tried to talk to her but she dosen't want to hear me. If anything I want her to calm down for my 5year old brother. I don't want him to see this and think that it is ok to behave like this. I don't know what to do anymore.
jadedlilly 18-21, F 7 Responses 1 Dec 23, 2010