9 yrs ago today my brother died in a car accident.....I woke up to my bf standing over me crying....I remember asking him what was wrong and he told me my brother was gone......I stared blankly at him, telling him to quit playin...I just saw him the night before.....he asked if I had answered any of the calls, I did not...I never heard our phone ring or the answering machine pick up....In my heart I believed my brother didn't want me to find out from anyone other than his best friend...The pain dosn't fade away...it lingers day after day. I wish I had known it would be the last time I'd see his smiling face...hear his voice.....I would have let that moment linger on forever. I would have tried to keep him safe.......would have tried my hardest to get him to stay with me..instead of going to that party. My brother had a big heart and was a friend to everyone....I just want more time....So not far for death to step in and rip my world apart. I miss him so much it aches my soul and causes my heart to bleed......I'll never forget that last conversation we had...and him acting like he got my ring stuck on his pinky...lol I wear it everyday to feel close to him. I just want a huge bear hug from my bubby :*( He would be such a great uncle to all his nieces and nephews......they never had the pleasure in meeting their uncle Jeremy...but you can bet your sweet *** they know everything about him!!!!!!!
<3 <3 <3 Miss you like crazzzzy Burk <3 <3 <3 Sending my love to you!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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2 Responses Aug 27, 2014

Good word. My brother died a few years ago. Think of him most every day.

Hey! He's in a way better place than where we are right now:) xoxo