My Older Sister

I am 16 and she is 18. I love her sooooooooo much that words cant describe it. When we were very little, maybe six and seven, we made a pact to never fight again. And so we didn't. We have had small, insignifigant arguments, sure, but no fighting. So, the year's almost over and she's a senior and going to be going off to college very soon in a state halfway across the country. It has very recently struck me about what is going to happen. I feel so lost that I might cry because she is the only one that I look forward to seeing when I come home at the end of my school day because she goes to different school. No one else but her. Just felt that needed to give a shout out because I really don't know how to deal with this. The only thing that I could come up with is locking myself in my room and not coming out.
theskyisarainbow theskyisarainbow
18-21, M
May 24, 2012