I Love My Teacher
Lets play pretend! That's what we do right? Pretend we don't give a ****? Why don't you just shot a bullet through my heart instead. It'll be less painful. Am I hurting you too? Good.
Its all a game though isnt it?
Who can hurt the other more?
Well, you know what? I'm done.
I'm tired and I've been already scared
I don't care anymore. YOU WIN.
Who am I kidding? Ofcourse I still care.
Its like a game of tug O" war.
If I pull away, you reel me in closer
If you pull away, I chase after you.
If we're both pulling and the rope is about to rip, one of us stops, We won't let it rip?
And if we're both pulling closer, whats the fun in that?
Sorry for my rant! Anyway here's what happened
Thomas is a guy who I have no sparks with, I feel sick even thinking about kissing him, he's a great guy really. I don't deserve him, I shouldnt be doing this. I was walking through the corridors at the end of the day
"I love you Jay!" Thomas shouted walking towards me.
I faked a smile and held in a groan.
"I love you too" I said, with a sarcastic tone and rolling my eyes.
Mr.H coughed and I turned around and there he was. He stood inbetween us, saying nothing but just staring at the Thomas, I thought he was going to punch him.
"Sup Mr.H" I said, going all gangster, trying to light up the tense air.
"Jay." He said.
Sighing, he walked away.
I went on my 'Date' last night. It wasnt really a date, I never said yes. , we just happenned to go to the same party. I went to a spring party, packed with drunk teenagers dancing *Grinding* with eachother. I just leaned on the wall, sipping my apple juice, just cool like that. Thomas on the other hand was having the time of his life, talking until I was drowning in his words, he is sweet though. I went home early
Today, I woke up and was late so I grabbed my bag and just ran to school. I was a mess and had a headache. As soon as I walked into history class, someone whistled shouting
"Woow Jay! Someone looks like they just had S*x,"
I rolled my eyes. I have to admit, My hair was all... whats the word.... Snooki. My eyeliner smudged.
Thomas sat next to me, talking about how awesome the party was yesterday. Mr.H was really quiet, which was weird.
During lunch time, I was talking about how I was going to go to spain for the holiday so Thomas went
"Oh really?' And the next thing I remember is crazily 'tangoing' in the field. Almost everyone joined in. I was laughing but then I saw him. He was staring right at me, crossed arms all defensive but his eyes, oh my god, the pain flashed through it. One of my friends approached him and I followed
"Whats wrong Mr.H?" She asked.
He smiled "Just tired, last day and all" She nodded understandly, then she started flirting with him. He just ignored her but she kept on flirting with him until...
"I'm engaged" He stated. Ouch.
"Oh.really?" She said, turning red.
He looked straight at me, I faked laughed.
"Yeah. He is." I agreed.
So that was it. Well, I'm not going on here for a couple of weeks. Just going to block him out. Just going to try and get over him, whats better than spanish boys? Nothing. Well, maybe chocolate but still! Until then byee and have an awesome spring break everyone
Its all a game though isnt it?
Who can hurt the other more?
Well, you know what? I'm done.
I'm tired and I've been already scared
I don't care anymore. YOU WIN.
Who am I kidding? Ofcourse I still care.
Its like a game of tug O" war.
If I pull away, you reel me in closer
If you pull away, I chase after you.
If we're both pulling and the rope is about to rip, one of us stops, We won't let it rip?
And if we're both pulling closer, whats the fun in that?
Sorry for my rant! Anyway here's what happened
Thomas is a guy who I have no sparks with, I feel sick even thinking about kissing him, he's a great guy really. I don't deserve him, I shouldnt be doing this. I was walking through the corridors at the end of the day
"I love you Jay!" Thomas shouted walking towards me.
I faked a smile and held in a groan.
"I love you too" I said, with a sarcastic tone and rolling my eyes.
Mr.H coughed and I turned around and there he was. He stood inbetween us, saying nothing but just staring at the Thomas, I thought he was going to punch him.
"Sup Mr.H" I said, going all gangster, trying to light up the tense air.
"Jay." He said.
Sighing, he walked away.
I went on my 'Date' last night. It wasnt really a date, I never said yes. , we just happenned to go to the same party. I went to a spring party, packed with drunk teenagers dancing *Grinding* with eachother. I just leaned on the wall, sipping my apple juice, just cool like that. Thomas on the other hand was having the time of his life, talking until I was drowning in his words, he is sweet though. I went home early
Today, I woke up and was late so I grabbed my bag and just ran to school. I was a mess and had a headache. As soon as I walked into history class, someone whistled shouting
"Woow Jay! Someone looks like they just had S*x,"
I rolled my eyes. I have to admit, My hair was all... whats the word.... Snooki. My eyeliner smudged.
Thomas sat next to me, talking about how awesome the party was yesterday. Mr.H was really quiet, which was weird.
During lunch time, I was talking about how I was going to go to spain for the holiday so Thomas went
"Oh really?' And the next thing I remember is crazily 'tangoing' in the field. Almost everyone joined in. I was laughing but then I saw him. He was staring right at me, crossed arms all defensive but his eyes, oh my god, the pain flashed through it. One of my friends approached him and I followed
"Whats wrong Mr.H?" She asked.
He smiled "Just tired, last day and all" She nodded understandly, then she started flirting with him. He just ignored her but she kept on flirting with him until...
"I'm engaged" He stated. Ouch.
"Oh.really?" She said, turning red.
He looked straight at me, I faked laughed.
"Yeah. He is." I agreed.
So that was it. Well, I'm not going on here for a couple of weeks. Just going to block him out. Just going to try and get over him, whats better than spanish boys? Nothing. Well, maybe chocolate but still! Until then byee and have an awesome spring break everyone
By:
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Age:
26-30
