"it's Just A Phase..."

Continued from my last story...

Senior year came and I was really happy because soon I'll graduate and leave the school. It was supposed to be the best year of my life but instead it has become one of the worst year of my life. That's because all of the painful stuff happened during my senior year.

I've become very close to Mr.B and I've become comfortable with him. Hugging him is no longer a problem to me and I was glad for that. He was very happy that I became comfortable with him as well. We began spending more time together and soon we became more than 'friends'. Yes, we began seeing each other. When he smiled and kissed me for the first time ever, that was the happiest moment in my life. 

Of course, we had to keep the relationship from everyone and only one person knew about us, my best friend. But soon, rumors started to go around the school about the two of us and it was very horrible. So, we decided to not see each other so often and if we had to see each other, we had to go somewhere quite far where no one recognized us. I was a bit sad but that was all that we could do to keep seeing each other.

That worked for awhile until my dad caught us kissing in the living room (my family was supposed to leave town and go to my aunt's place). My dad beat him up and forced him to leave but he wouldn't leave until he made my dad promised that he wouldn't hit me. Mr.B kept on telling him that it wasn't my fault. My dad started beating him again and said to Mr. B that I'm his daughter so he could beat me if he wanted to. Mr. B got angry and punched my dad and they started fighting. I tried to stop them but I couldn't. My mom heard the noises and screamed when she saw them fighting. Then my younger brother who was just a year younger than me and my uncle stopped them. Mr. B had to leave and my dad still shouted at him and threatened to call the cops and had him arrested. I cried the whole time because I was so sad and powerless. 

I didn't go to school for a couple of weeks because my dad forbade me from leaving the house for fear that I would go and run off with Mr.B. Believe me, I wanted to do that more than anything. My phone, my laptop were confiscated so that I wouldn't be able to contact him. I was so afraid for him. By that time, the whole school would've known about us. He could lose his job and more. I couldn't ask my brother for any information either.

But, a few days later my best friend contacted me through my brother. He sent me a letter asking me how I was and when will I go back to school. He said he got my brother to tell him what was going on and he was very shocked and sad that I didn't tell him. He was angry and sad not because I didn't tell him about Mr. B and me, but he was angry because he couldn't be there for me when I was hurting. That made me cried. *Sigh* I was such a crybaby back then. I asked him about school and Mr. B but he wouldn't say anything about that. He just said that school was normal but nothing on Mr. B. A few days after that, he came to see me in the middle of the night. My bro helped me sneaked out of the house.

When I saw Mr.B with my best friend, I was thrilled and I hugged and kissed him. I told him I was so happy that I got to see him again and he just smiled. I cried because he looked so tired and weak. He just smiled and said that everything was fine. He was just a little tired because of work and he missed me so much. He gave me such a sad look and at that time, I thought it was because he missed me so much. He held me so close to his body and he kissed me. He told me that he love me so much and that he will never be able to love another person. I was precious to him and he said he was sorry because he had brought so much pain in my life. I tried to stop him but he said "Just listen to me for a second...". 

I was a bit shocked because he seemed very serious so I listened to him. He then told me that whatever happened after that wasn't my fault. He was very happy he met me. He told me a bunch of other things and I couldn't help but cry. I didn't understand anything at that time but I couldn't help but feel very sad. Then he kissed me again and told me that he had to leave. I didn't know why I didn't stop him at that time. But I let him go and he kissed my forehead. He smiled again... and then he was gone... 

Then I learned that he had quit his job and moved to another town. No one in school knew about us. I learned later that my mom and dad had a talk with the principle about that. I cried for a week and my mom told me it was just a phase and I would get over him. My dad called me a *****. Anyway I went back to school, graduated, enter a good university and moved to another town... and a few years passed... But guess what, I STILL LOVE HIM as much as I did when I was still in school.

You are wrong... IT IS NOT JUST A PHASE...
loveblackz loveblackz
18-21, F
3 Responses May 16, 2012

Hi loveblackz... I feel very sad when I read your story. Your story made me remember my teacher a lot. Only, he is married again and I have no chance with him whatsoever. You, on the other hand, still do. I know you're afraid but like rocknrolly said, sometimes you have to take a risk. So, take this risk and go find him. He may or may not feel the same toward you again but at least you'll know that for sure and can move on with your life. I think you'll regret it if you don't at least try and find this guy. You said you love him so much so what is stopping you? Go and do this for yourself. Be happy. Oh, and I'm sorry if I made you angry with my comment.

lol no, I'm not angry at all. In fact, I kind of feel... braver now. lol maybe a little. What you and rocknrolly said is true. I had a talk with my friends yesterday about this and like you guys, they encourage me to go and find Mr.B. So, I'll find him. Besides, no matter what happen, I still have my friends.

That's the spirit lol! Anyway, message me when you find him :)

Go get him!! Got back for him! You're not living with your parents anymore so it should't be a big deal anymore. Find him on Facebook or try and call him, I hate to see lovers be pulled apart like that. It's horrible. There must be a happy ending

why don't you go and find him yourself????????don't give up!!!!!!!!!!!!:D

I hate to give up but I'm afraid... :(