It's Over... He's Gone.

So today was the last day of school sadly. I graduated last night and let me to tell you yesterday and today were the best moments of my life. Let me first start by telling you what happened yesterday.Well we watched Rocky IV, since we had nothing to do. I love that movie and so does he. It was so wonderful. His jokes and comments made me laugh so much. He made me smile sooooooooo much I loved it. Once we were done watching the movie we had graduation practice. I always had my eyes on him. Every single second I was focused on him. After practice we went home and than that night was graduation. As I arrived at graduation I head up stairs and as soon as I walked into my homeroom, I almost fainted. He was wearing the sexiest black and blue suit that I have ever seen. He looked sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo handsome. It was indescribable. We than got on our gowns and headed down stairs to start the ceremony. Once I took the diploma I looked straight at him and he gave me a stunning smile. After graduation was over I headed back upstairs with my friends to get my camera and phone. I saw him standing right out of his room and asked him if I can get a picture with him. He said of course, get over here. I rushed and my friend took about 4 or 5 pictures with me and him. I told her to pretend like the camera wasn't working lol. And as you can see my profile picture is with him and me. I love how we match. <3 Afterwards he said congratulations, see you tomorrow. As I walked out of the building I could not believe this year was over. I could not go to bed until about 2:45. I missed him so much.
Today we had to go back to get our yearbooks and have fun. First we hung out in his room until we could go down stairs to eat. I took so many pictures of him! AHHH. Anyways then we headed down stairs and starting eating. We hung out in the cafeteria for about 2 or 3 hours. We also got our yearbooks today. I had every single teacher sign my yearbook, I wanted him to be the last. First he signed my shirt!! LOL! <3 Than I asked all the other teachers to sign my yearbook. Than I went back to talk to my friends, take pictures, and have fun. Than as I was arm wrestling people, haha, I wanted to arm wrestle him. So I went to where he was and he said sure, but sorry if I hurt you. We both laughed. Than we started and we keep our hands in the same position for about five seconds, until he banged my hand against the table. He said wow you are strong, whenever I arm wrestle I usually get the person destroyed right away. Than he said well you box so that explains it. I laughed and started to leave, than he called my name and asked me if he signed my yearbook, I said no, and he said why not? I responded well uhh I don't know. He said bring it over here! So I grabbed it and walked with depression because I wanted him to sign it at the end of the day. Oh well. So he signed it on the back cover of my year book!!!!!! He said "It ain't about how hard you can hit, it's about how hard you can get hit and keep moving forward. That's how winning is done!. Good Luck in high school, have a great summer! :)" You make me smile ~Mr.********.  I said thanks! And read it and almost died!!!! AHHHHH!!! LOVE HIM! Anyways after he signed my yearbook we went outside and got teachers and students from other grades to sign our yearbooks. It was really fun! Than the bell rang. I headed upstairs cleaned my locker out and grabbed the gift bad, poster, and letter. He was in his room alone until a few people came in so I waited. As soon as they were done OF COURSE my friends walked in as I was handing him the gifts. I hugged them and they hugged Mr.O. Than Mr.O said the Captain America Poster was amazing and that he would hang it up next year. I loved what he said. Than I saw him opening the card with the letter inside. Oh god here it comes the moment of truth and my friends were still in the room with me. (btw the letter I gave him is a story on here) I than heard him giggling because it was kind of funny, all the memories we have had! My friends than wanted to hug the other teachers so I walked out with them and hugged my other teachers. My friends than left and I went back in the room with him. But than my friend walked in the room and I whispered please leave! She than said sorry and did. I looked back at Mr.O and he was almost done reading it. Than I starred at him and his face rose up. And he looked at me with a smile and a blushing face. He said I appreciate this very very very much, thank you. I am glad that I could help. My eyes started to water but not to the point of crying. Him and I both opened our arms wide open and I hugged him. I was shaking the whole time, I whispered to myself I love you. I don't think he heard it though. Than I felt him pulling away and I did not let go. He was like oh okay with a smile. I hugged him so tight. I loved every moment of it. That lasted about seven seconds. Than I look at him he looked at me and I said goodbye Mr.O I will always remember you. I left the room and than heard him call my name. I walked back in and he said if you ever need anything, email me. I don't care what it is, just email me. I will always help you, I have never once became annoyed because of you. Than I said are you sure. He said absolutely. Than I went by him and hugged him again. I loved it. That lasted about five seconds. Than I said goodbye Mr.******** have a great summer see you soon. I left, but turned back around. I dropped my bags and ran to him. Opened my arms out as wide as possible and fell into him.  I felt it this was magical. That hug lasted about 6 or 7 seconds. I CANNOT BELIEVE I HUGGED HIM 3 TIMES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMFGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG IT WAS INDESCRIBABLE, NO ONE GETS TO DO THAT!!!!!!!!!!! <3 <3 <3 <3 After the third hug was over I said I know its time to leave but you will be in my dreams. He said thank you so much and I said thank you too. I said goodbye and left for good this time. I walked outside slowly and than I saw him leave in his car. I walked over to his car  since he was by a stop sign  crying and yelled... MR.******** YOU ARE THE MOST AMAZING TEACHER IN THIS WORLD. THANK YOU, HAVE A GREAT SUMMER. He said you too and than winked. I LOVE HIM SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH, but how will I cope I'm crying right now because I miss him so much. I will try to see him at his house but I will not much. I love this man and I kind of told him that. After I got home I even got the courage to email him and say thanks and than asked what he thought of the letter, each part. So I am waiting anxious for his reply. I AM SO NERVOUS OH GOD I EVEN PUT A HEART AT THE END OF THE EMAIL......................... AHHH! Oh and I forgot to mention he is meeting me at the movies on the 22nd. Because there is this movie called Abraham Lincoln: Vampire Hunter and it is rated r for VIOLIENCE, so do not worry not sexual activity! LOL. BUT I was so upset when he told me it was rated that. He showed me previews of the movie and it looked so awesome. I CANNOT WAIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! at least I know I will see him!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I CAN'T BELIEVE WHAT HAS HAPPENED ALL THESE DAYS!!! <33333333333333333333333333333333333333333 I LOVE HIM! I even got a 100 for the marking period and a 98 for the class!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH (oh btw the way sorry this is sooooooooo long there is just so much detail!) Comments would be definitely appreciated!! <33333 Thanks for reading! :)))
balboaKOfan balboaKOfan
18-21, F
1 Response Jun 15, 2012

This....IS AMAZING! The hugs were like a scene out of a love film! Im so happy you got tell him what you wanted! :D I hope everything goes well in the future :) cant wait for an update! <br />
- Casey x

Yup I couldn't believe it either!!! Thanks might not have as many updates since I am moving onto a new school!! But I miss him so much.

thats okay, lets just hope you have another amazing update sometime in the future! :D x