I Love My Twin-flame
As a child who grew up with multiple abusive step -fathers, and experiencing abandonment from both parents, I used to pray to God every night to send me an angel to love and save me. Becareful what you pray for because you may very well receive it. After my own failed and self destructive relationships I met my soul twin, my twin flame.
Talk about a self awakening. It's taken a little over a year since meeting him to really become conscious enough of this divine reality. The night I met him I knew I knew him. I even had to ask him out loud if we had met before. He told me I seemed familiar too. We never once treated or felt like strangers. I felt such a connection from him I kissed him the very night I met him. My heart told me I'd regret it if I didn't. It was electrifying and thinking about it sends the vibrations right through my soul. Turned out he was moving to another state in a few months. He told me this "don't forget me. " haha I can't ever forget him and I've tried. We kept in contact after he moved, even had a long distance relationship. The separation was so painful for us both. My heart chakra hurt spirituality, emotionally and physically. When we did get to see each other it was peace,
laughter, and love. Simple love. He would stare straight into
my soul with the most capitvating look that it all illuminated into his. Beautiful, remarkable, home. My
heart had been with him all along. We are exactly seven months apart to the 25th day. Unfortunately, my heart, my twin flame has shut down our relationship. I was hurt and angry for a while. I wanted him out of my life and told him to forget me because I was going to forget him. Never happened. I know when he is missing me. I'll be just fine on day then suddenly I'm missing him, and hurting for him. I still get text from him saying he misses me. We recently have had some brief text convos. We even cried together on the phone a few nights ago. Everything keeps changing. I keep looking more into myself, and the intuitive synchronies are happening 10 fold right now. Especially spiritual telepathy between us. He said he saw me walking down the street the other day. But my physical body was in my state at the time. Learning all this is giving me some peace, and I'm blessed to know my twin soul is walking this earth with me. I know when he is going to be in contact. For the next few days it will be a little quiet. Which is good, it's overwhelming at times. I don't for certain if we will be together romantically again or not but I'll love him no matter what path we choose. It's hard but worth it. I believe subconsciously he is aware, somewhat consciously too. We both aren't ready yet I know. We have healing to do. I just hope what I thought was an end to something is only the beginning.
Talk about a self awakening. It's taken a little over a year since meeting him to really become conscious enough of this divine reality. The night I met him I knew I knew him. I even had to ask him out loud if we had met before. He told me I seemed familiar too. We never once treated or felt like strangers. I felt such a connection from him I kissed him the very night I met him. My heart told me I'd regret it if I didn't. It was electrifying and thinking about it sends the vibrations right through my soul. Turned out he was moving to another state in a few months. He told me this "don't forget me. " haha I can't ever forget him and I've tried. We kept in contact after he moved, even had a long distance relationship. The separation was so painful for us both. My heart chakra hurt spirituality, emotionally and physically. When we did get to see each other it was peace,
laughter, and love. Simple love. He would stare straight into
my soul with the most capitvating look that it all illuminated into his. Beautiful, remarkable, home. My
heart had been with him all along. We are exactly seven months apart to the 25th day. Unfortunately, my heart, my twin flame has shut down our relationship. I was hurt and angry for a while. I wanted him out of my life and told him to forget me because I was going to forget him. Never happened. I know when he is missing me. I'll be just fine on day then suddenly I'm missing him, and hurting for him. I still get text from him saying he misses me. We recently have had some brief text convos. We even cried together on the phone a few nights ago. Everything keeps changing. I keep looking more into myself, and the intuitive synchronies are happening 10 fold right now. Especially spiritual telepathy between us. He said he saw me walking down the street the other day. But my physical body was in my state at the time. Learning all this is giving me some peace, and I'm blessed to know my twin soul is walking this earth with me. I know when he is going to be in contact. For the next few days it will be a little quiet. Which is good, it's overwhelming at times. I don't for certain if we will be together romantically again or not but I'll love him no matter what path we choose. It's hard but worth it. I believe subconsciously he is aware, somewhat consciously too. We both aren't ready yet I know. We have healing to do. I just hope what I thought was an end to something is only the beginning.