5 Years And A Deployment

I meet my marine almost 6 years ago and we always had a crush on each other but tone of us was always in a relationship and we never really got to hang out because of our busy secudals. We became best friends and talked almost every for 5 years straight. When he left for boot camp i couldnt help but miss him and a month after he left my dad ended up in the icu and the guy i was dating dumped me and i needed to talk to him more then ever and i wasent able to. By the time he was done at camp and was able to call me i had already gotten a new boyfriend. It didnt chage things we where still best friends and talked every day. One day he told me he got his orders and would be on leave for 20 days then deployed for two years. I was crushed i didnt know what i would do with out my best friend and it would just be werid not being able to talk to him every day so me made a promise we would hang out before he got deployed and i had to go out of town. When we finally where able to hang out it ended up turning into something nether of us expected to happen. I stared to fall for him and little did i know he was falling for me. It was a whole new side of him that i had never seen before and he mad me feel things that id never felt before and i knew when he hugged me good bye things wouldnt be the same. We spent as much time together as we could and right before he got on the plain to japan he called me an told me he had fallen in love with me. We skype email and facebook as much as possible. His unit lost liberty and i havent been able to talk to every day for the first time in almost 6 years and its killing me. All i can do is hope and pray for the best and stay strong for him.
mollylollie mollylollie
18-21, F
Jan 8, 2013