I Love Myself
When i came to EP i was a hearbroken boy, just out of the 3 month long hibernate mode, n was simply looking for a quiet place with some sensible people to start my recovery.
I had never been so sad prior to this. Well, there used to be few down moments and whenever i bumped into them, i used to counter them by throwing a grand party at my place. The bigger the issue the crazier the party. And that's how i used to forget about such things and move on.
But this time it was different. A nail was hammered right though my head!
My brain was stuck at one point. For months.
I had lost all my excitement and energy.
slowly my hibernated mind started gaining consciousness. It started trying, to bring me back to life. Initial tries were weak and short lived. but its my conscious.... its stubborn. So it persisted. And finally, one day.... in that one moment, suddenly it struck me.... everything became crystal clear... And just like that in one flash that entire phase got over. (You can read my confession for further insight)
I went out that day...after months... and man, i felt so incredible!
i was talking to people with the same energy. My excitement was back! My mind was free of all the BS. I wanted to shout out and declare "I am back *******!" and that's exactly what i did.
In all these months i have realized many valuable facts about relationships- something that was pretty much an unexplored territory till now.
And now, i have better interactions. I utilize my time better. And, I strictly dont entertain any stupid people around me anymore.
But its also made me more humble towards people going through tough times.
I am glad to have found myself back.
And now i help others achieving the same.
I am also very thankful to EP and all the people who interacted with me. all your lovely words helped me overcome that silly barrier i had in my brain.
When you're going through a rough time.... it might seem a complete end, and u might even think of yourself as a complete failure. But trust me guys... this is just a phase. And this too shall pass. It always does. Just give it some time... don't lose hope. You know very well that the night is the darkest just before the day breaks!
I had never been so sad prior to this. Well, there used to be few down moments and whenever i bumped into them, i used to counter them by throwing a grand party at my place. The bigger the issue the crazier the party. And that's how i used to forget about such things and move on.
But this time it was different. A nail was hammered right though my head!
My brain was stuck at one point. For months.
I had lost all my excitement and energy.
slowly my hibernated mind started gaining consciousness. It started trying, to bring me back to life. Initial tries were weak and short lived. but its my conscious.... its stubborn. So it persisted. And finally, one day.... in that one moment, suddenly it struck me.... everything became crystal clear... And just like that in one flash that entire phase got over. (You can read my confession for further insight)
I went out that day...after months... and man, i felt so incredible!
i was talking to people with the same energy. My excitement was back! My mind was free of all the BS. I wanted to shout out and declare "I am back *******!" and that's exactly what i did.
In all these months i have realized many valuable facts about relationships- something that was pretty much an unexplored territory till now.
And now, i have better interactions. I utilize my time better. And, I strictly dont entertain any stupid people around me anymore.
But its also made me more humble towards people going through tough times.
I am glad to have found myself back.
And now i help others achieving the same.
I am also very thankful to EP and all the people who interacted with me. all your lovely words helped me overcome that silly barrier i had in my brain.
When you're going through a rough time.... it might seem a complete end, and u might even think of yourself as a complete failure. But trust me guys... this is just a phase. And this too shall pass. It always does. Just give it some time... don't lose hope. You know very well that the night is the darkest just before the day breaks!
By:
TheLoneWalker
Age:
22-25
,
Male
