How Specific Do Ya Want Me ...

How specific do ya want me to get here, I'm the guy who writes erotica ya know! Lol

I'm comfortable in my own skin, most a the time i like who i am just fine. But I do have my "Dark Moments"

Suicide Hot-line hasn't put me on hold this week so Yes I guess I mostly love me! But prefer it with a partner when possible!

Addendum , A astute soul out there has seen through my almost clever ruse of frequently hiding behind humor to hide pain.

So-o-o-o-o Here is a Little more specific,

I have been around on this old chunk a dirt for a fair amount of time and carry my  share of scars as many of us do I guess. Ex-military where I learned God may count the fall of every sparrow, but he allows far to much free rein for pure evil in this world. Which is disheartening.  Someone else said this is a yes and no question. I think thats pretty much got to be the case for any of us on occasion. I hate some of the things in life I have seen, done and had done to me.

I love the part of me that is creative ,gentle and loving..I love the part of me that is adventurous and that reaches out to others when they are in pain. I am a clown in the truest sense of the word, which is why they are so scary to some folks. Ya just know that that face isn't real.LoL

Some days I can be a lot more real than others, This is my depth today folks. I am new to this site, but really like the feeling that i am not alone in so much of this old thing called life. The interplay here is healing. I like it! Thanks for making me me dig a little  Dear Lady!

Mountainman923518 Mountainman923518
56-60, M
4 Responses May 7, 2007

If you don't love yourself, even when displaying less than ideal traits, what makes it Love?

I love yourself too

"I learned God may count the fall of every sparrow, but he allows far to much free rein for pure evil in this world. Which is disheartening."<br />
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Yep.

I don't know.... could ya be a LITTLE more specific??!! ;)