Love N Hate

Well, like I have a love hate relationship with myself. Sometimes I love me n sometimes I hate myself. but, lately i have ben loving myself more. But I still have my momints, n feel like bad person or I get jellis, cus someone else gets my dads atention n I hear him say nice things bout them n not me just stuff like that.
But I am learning to love n acept myself for who i am more, n i m still trying to find myself, but sometimes i also get worried like will i like the person i find...