During my life of deep depression (severe neurological malfunction) I used to carry out experiments as a form of 'close-to-the-edge-therapy'. Sometimes, and I still do it, I would take my self as close to the back of the head of the animal I observe, and follow this animal very closely, trying to see what it sees from where it is, if I were with a duck, I would feel a laugh coming, because of their little heads and their 'voices', so funny. This experience would then filter itself through my body and give me the short-term relief I needed, and now I do it purely for pleasure and not just to survive to the next calm clearing x
physicalme physicalme
51-55, M
Feb 12, 2013