Hi I'm leonie I'm 14 and I'm tired of boys at my school they are all dorks. I love when older men look at me and want me. my first sexual experience was with a 30yr old man we didn't go all the way But I really wanted too. He teased me with his fingers and put them into my mouth. At first I thought this was gross but when I tasted it I loved it. I felt his bulging penis against my ***** and I wanted it so bad, he backed away and said he couldn't go through with it, as he would get into so much trouble. How can this be if I want it just as much as him, maybe more? I crave for another older man as the boys at school just won't do.