How I Feel Now.

Inside me My heart is beating like some sad song.
I feel sad & alone. I cannot even write.
POems can not even escape my pen
pain just takes over.
I am listening to this instrumental.
that moves me in some weird way.
I picture myself dancing around.
In some field full of wild flowers.
I wish i were but i can not get there.
I am trying to crawl out of this dark place.
I do not want to get any deeper.
SO i am trying.
This is how i feel right now.

jolielady94 jolielady94
18-21, F
1 Response Aug 7, 2010

I know this feeling, it's been eating away at me for a long time also.