Why Me?

Life.Life? Life!!
It always felt right
but now right its so far away
Im trying, Im trying!!
to find my way
Its so scary, so sad but I'll stay
You're so sick so sadistic, so beyond repair, beyond this place i thought i could handle just this time.
Im just weak, I want to give up
You wont be mine
Even if i give it all i have all thats left
It wont work
Thats why i feel like its not worth living
Everyday suffering
Everyday asking why I'm still here?
Hell feels so near
like its choking me everytime I breathe
Everytime I speak
Why? Why!! ME!!