What I Chose To Believe In What Truth Is

My relationship was all a lie, although i saw it through the corner of my eye. Tried to believe in what he would say. but not too much longer his sincerity would fade away. So again i am tortured, confused with the questions that run through my head."Was he ever in Love ? " or that he needed my bed?! LET ME EXPLAIN, its not what you think...He was homeless, and hungry , and gave me a WINK!!! :)