Dear Marine,I dreamed about you again last night. It was chaotic, and unlike the other dreams we weren't the only 2 people in the world.
There's a lot of things i wish i could say to you right now. Like the fact that i will never stop missing my best friend. About how much i hate that you joined the marines and went so far away, where i couldn't reach you with my hands or my heart. That my dislike for the marine core comes completely from the way they stole you away- pure selfishness i know but it's true.
For a while my good friend, walked past boyhood and turned into a man that i neither knew nor understood. You were still in there somewhere- i know now, but it wasn't enough.
I'm not the kinda girl who can just "fall in line" with what is iron clad rules and lifestyles. I cannot accept some things in my life, and being separated from somebody i need to hold me when the world becomes dangerous and sharp in my mind is not acceptable. I'm sorry for that but I hardly survive in a world where all the rules are mine for the making and changing.
I love you now and always