I Love Him, But I Can'T Have Him.. =(
Okay well a here's the story... A few months ago I was hanging out with my boyfriend's brother and everything was normal. We met up later on that evening without my boyfriend being around....stuff started to get pretty tense and pretty sexual. I didn't understand what had come over me, I am pretty good friends with my boyfriend's brother, I've known him for over 3 years now. We ended up having sex and this has now happend on TOO MANY occasions... It's like all of a sudden now I'm totally inlove with my boyfriend's brother...and I feel like such a **** and I'm totally scared he will find out somewhere along the grapevine... I would pretty much say I am having a full blown affair with my boyfriends brother and the scary part is that my boyfriends brother has been telling me for over 4 months now that he loves me.... I am really scared and a little confused cause I really do love him and care about him just as much as my boyfriend... I know this is totally wrong and I don't understand what has come over me over these last few months... HELP! I need advice... I have been holding this in for quite some time, scared to talk about it but I can't stay quiet anymore, i need some help!!