I Never Knew Love, Until I Met My Prison 'pen Pal'Crazy Story....
A guy I was seeing that had been in prison asked me to write a "friend" he had that was still in prison. He said I was a nice girl, and they this guy and I would probably get along, and this guy had no family or friends near him, therefore could "use" a pen pal. At first I was aprehensive, but decided what the hell. I have been writing Brent for 3 months now, and he is the most amazing human being I have ever come in contact with. He is capable of doing and saying things I have NEVER experianced in my life. Needless to say, he is my main man :o)
I have always had my aprehentions about talking to him, or what his intentions were, but when I finally met him....that all changed. The look in his eyes is so sincere, genuine and pure. I have NEVER been looked at with such eyes, I am in awe. I know some people may think we women who are 'into' men in prison are c razy, but mistakes of your past should never be the defining image of who you are as a person. People change, and we have all made mistakes. MOST never learn from them, but some do, and shouldnt be placed in a 'one size fits all box.'
I am so much in love with this man, it is unreal. I have never been in a situation like this, and sometimes I wonder WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME?! But when I look into his eyes, and read his letters, I know this is where I was meant to be. God doesnt give us more than we can handle, I trust God, and my heart, everything will be okay in the end.... :o)