I Love Someone In Prison
He had me head over heels before he left. Sometimes I feel like I am the only one in the world who understands what we are all going through. I try to explain to my good friend what it is like, but I, myself, cannot even put it into words. I hope you all can understand.
-in January of 2011, I found out an amazing man had been locked up for a stupid decision. Yes, he was wrong for what he had done. And yes, my 2 and a half years is not the 10+ many of you are being put through. None the less- we are all alone- but we are all together in that.
Its a void in the pit of your stomach, a shadow all around you and a ghost on your lips. Maybe you'll relate and say you can hardly remember what once meant so much. The way he looked into everything you were, the way he wrapped his arms around you and made the world stop. How it was only him and yourself in the world whenever he indulged you with a kiss - but now those are ghosts to your dreams and whispers in your memories.
Though I can not remember the details in his face, I will never forget the love held in my heart for him. We all deal with the devils from our past. And like many of you know, we are all dealing with the chill of where they once warmed us with their touch.
I wouldn't trade him for anything, and I would wait as long as he needed, but the closer we get, the longer it seems to take for time to pass.
Him and I share something so many people around us claim to be jealous over. Though jealous is not what I would call it - simply needing each other in the others lives.
I met him a few months before he made his mistake, and he soon became my source of happiness in the place I was living in. Everything about him was intoxicating to me. When he left - his ex attempted to drive me away. He soon wrote me and washed away every doubt in my mind.
We have a story like no one else - it's just our own. Just like every one of you. I would love to share it though it is far too long. I hope you all can relate to everything I have said here.
And I hope I hear from you - I long for understanding in these final months without him. Thank you so much for reading what I've had to say.
-in January of 2011, I found out an amazing man had been locked up for a stupid decision. Yes, he was wrong for what he had done. And yes, my 2 and a half years is not the 10+ many of you are being put through. None the less- we are all alone- but we are all together in that.
Its a void in the pit of your stomach, a shadow all around you and a ghost on your lips. Maybe you'll relate and say you can hardly remember what once meant so much. The way he looked into everything you were, the way he wrapped his arms around you and made the world stop. How it was only him and yourself in the world whenever he indulged you with a kiss - but now those are ghosts to your dreams and whispers in your memories.
Though I can not remember the details in his face, I will never forget the love held in my heart for him. We all deal with the devils from our past. And like many of you know, we are all dealing with the chill of where they once warmed us with their touch.
I wouldn't trade him for anything, and I would wait as long as he needed, but the closer we get, the longer it seems to take for time to pass.
Him and I share something so many people around us claim to be jealous over. Though jealous is not what I would call it - simply needing each other in the others lives.
I met him a few months before he made his mistake, and he soon became my source of happiness in the place I was living in. Everything about him was intoxicating to me. When he left - his ex attempted to drive me away. He soon wrote me and washed away every doubt in my mind.
We have a story like no one else - it's just our own. Just like every one of you. I would love to share it though it is far too long. I hope you all can relate to everything I have said here.
And I hope I hear from you - I long for understanding in these final months without him. Thank you so much for reading what I've had to say.
By:
MrsRPAM
Age:
16-17
,
Female
