The Love Of My LifeHe lives 652km/425miles away from me..
His name is Seth.
And though we have country lines an many miles between us our love grew strong.
We were together for a mere 3 months but the hours we would talk each day felt like so much more..
I ended things after those three long months.. I couldn't deal with the distance and all the stress I had at the time...
He stopped talking to me after that..
I tried to move on by dating another boy, only to realize that was I was trying to convince myself that I was fine, that I could be happy without him...
But in reality? I couldn't.. I wasn't happy anymore..
A few days after I realized this, Seth started talking to me again!
I was so happy that I cried. I cried on and off for the whole 6 hours that we talked that day.
Pathetic I know..
But I don't care.
He told me that he forgave me, I told him I still love him, he said the same back.
I apologize to him everyday, and I will continue until he doesn't want me anymore...
I need to gain his trust back..
I know it'll be a long, hard process but I don't care.
Anything to win his heart back.
I love him, and I'll do anything for him to trust me again..
I'll do anything for him period. For as long as he wants me around..
marebear141 18-21, F 2 Responses 0 Jul 11, 2012