So Far Away

 I live in the UK and my boyfriend is in New Zealand. I miss him everday that goes by, he used to live near me, but his work took him abroad, now I always feel alone. I do email as often as I can but it doesn't take away my loneliness. I fear I might lose him. He is my life and without him I am nothing. He talks so positive about us and our future but for me it seems so bleak. I can't afford to travel to him, I'm almost at the point of saying he should find someone closer to him, I don't know when he comes back. I can't bear to live my life without him. I also fear if something happens to him, I won't be able to go to him. I don't know what to do, my life is in bits without him.

amie12342 amie12342
18-21
2 Responses Mar 16, 2009

and I'm sorry if that sounded sarcastic, I was being sincere.

you're even farther away than I am. So sorry. THat's really awful.