Wonderful Unexpectedness

Last night while I was taking a nap I was awoken by Chris's ringtone. It was a strange time for him to be texting me so I immediately sat up to read. It said "What would you do if I walked up to you and stuck my finger in your butt?" WHAT I stared at it for a moment thinking it must have been a joke. He never expressed an interest in my butt before. I just gave a casual response. Something along the lines of "Idk why?" He just continued with the questions, "What would you say? What would you do? Would you be mad?" That of course somehow turned into something sexual and we began naming places we wanted to put things. Random fun game btw.

Then he asked what he was in bed on a scale from 1-10. I of course went on saying he is the best I've ever had so he's definitely a 10 and asked him the same. For some reason I was kind of nervous for his answer but he said I was also the best he's ever had. That was a sigh of relief. I guess for some reason I was maybe thinking that he current girlfriend is some major freak in bed. I knew better though because they don't even do it that much.

So, anyway he carried on saying how much he misses me and we talked about how it is going to be when I am visiting in 8 days. He asked me to tell him exactly how far to go because he doesn't want to hurt me anymore. I told him that having sex doesn't hurt me, getting the cold shoulder is what hurts. He said he tries not to, which is true, and I told him I know I am a lot to handle sometimes and he said that is why he cares so much.

It was a long overdue, cute conversation. It reminded me of how we used to talk to eachother every day. It also gave me a little more hope. He then told me he loved me and went to bed. It had even been a few weeks  since he said I love you. I knew deep inside that he would say it again but I am just so relieved that he did. I was not expecting that conversation at all but I loved it!   

FeistyRoadrunner FeistyRoadrunner
18-21, F
Aug 8, 2007