Mmmm Long Hot Showers

i take the longest hottest showers!! it is my place to unwind at the end of the day. to think, to contemplate, to relax,to have feelings that i dont have to hide and to cry. thats right i cry in the shower. not every time of course. but when i am having feelings, they come out there. i have no time to cry during the day and no privacy so i just bottle up my feelings. recently i was very sad and hurt. but i didnt realize how bad it was till my shower. i was crying so hard i had to sit down. but i was able to think long and hard in there too and work out in my head what needed to b worked out. i love my shower!!
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Jan 23, 2011