ChildlessI hate my life. About three year ago i found out that i could not have children of my own. i was devastated. I love kids. Because you see i have a very bad heart problem and it would kill me to have them .My sister has two beautiful kids and says it is not the end of the world if you cannot have children. but for me and my fiancé it is because we have always wanted a baby of our own. It hurts so much to hear about people not looking after there children and abusing them. Life is so unfair. Really do not know how to deal with the problems i have know feel life has nothing for me and will never have that is why i do not want to be here anymore there is just no point to anything.