Day 5 Its Hard To Know Your Heart Cant Go Any Further

I managed to get some surf in again before the sunset...

Quiet....silence in time .... no txt messages...no calls... simply silence..
The sound of the wave crash and the smell of saline in the air.. txting to forget last Saturday
Kissing a man from your past... yet I sit on my board thinking about the good memories we have shared.

I found out today I got orders overseas... I cry knowing the unknown if I may come back home..
Time for me will pause knowing you are going your different path...
The song adrift sings through my head and my soul...

I am just trying to get over this....

I paddle with my hearts.content trying to catch the perfect wave...
Jus like my heart trying to catch the perfect love... I am still.hurting...
Tommorw should be a better day... a better song... knowing that I have become
A wounded marine.... maybe they should give me a purple heart... for...
My broken heart...