Wind, Ocean, Thunderstorms, Call of the Loon

I grew up in the city. My brother and I love the outdoors. Maybe it is an escape from the stresses of the real world.  That one or two week holiday every year in the peace of nature when we were kids. It took me 30 years, but now I live with an abundance of wildlife at my door.  I love walking in the rain, I love reading at the beach, I love hiking but rarely go. I love beautiful scenery, I love the wind. I watch nature on a daily basis. Turtles, ducks, birds, deer, fox, coyote, hear the call of the loon, and so much more. I should be happy right. I am depressed, can you imagine. This boggles my mind. I wish that I had someone in my life that was as passionate about it as I am. I guess I am co-dependent as I need someone by my side to enjoy it with.

Cassandra Cassandra
51-55, F
Jun 5, 2007