I love just the thought of being in love. I can say that I've been in love but the thing is that even if I expressed my feelings a few years ago, he would still be married now. But here is what I've learned from that experience.....
Constantly thinking about him
Catching a glimpse of him or where ever I see him
All the butterflies in my stomach before I see him
These are all the qualities that excite me about being in love. These are the things that I took away from this situation. I can say that I was heartbroken when the year ended and he was on his honeymoon, but I didnt tell him. If he knew, I think that would have been more devastating then not letting him know. But in retrospect, I will always love the thought about being in love.