I Love These Words

In Reel Around the Fountain by The Smiths the lyrics go " Fifteen minutes with you, oh, I wouldn't say no, some people said you were virtually dead, but they were so wrong. Fifteen minutes with you, I wouldn't say no, some people said you were easily lead and they were half right. People see no worth in you, ah, but I do." This reminds me of the boy I was in love with at age 20. We were only together a short time and my Mom drove him away. I was ill and could not go after him. We were severed without anesthesia. I felt on fire with emotional pain for months. I did not get over him for 20 years. Other Smith's lyrics that remind me of Charles are from There is a Light and IT Never Goes Out. And if a Double Decker bus, crashes into us, to die by your side, well, the pleasure the privelege is mine, and if a ten ton bus kills the both of us, to die by your side is such a heavenly way to die. I find these powerful words of love that express my feelings for Charles more clearly than anything I could think of on my own.
Siberia1000 Siberia1000
46-50, F
Dec 12, 2012