George Canyon - My Name.

 

This song played on the radio for a couple of years and I didn't really know what it was referring to. When I had my miscarriage in the summer and then heard it playing, the words hit home and I finally understood what the song was about. I listen to this song constantly, and it doesn't always cheer me up, in fact most times when I listen to it is when I need a good cry. It helps me to think that my baby didn't feel any pain and knows that he is loved. 


It’s cold in here feels like everything’s upside down
I can feel you talking but I can barley make out the sound
I been kicking around these parts, feels like a year
I’m gonna change this world if I ever get out of here
She wants to dress me in pink, paint’s my bedroom blue
And I just laugh to myself, cause only I know the truth
This love is my only emotion
Haven’t learned any fear any pain
It’s kind of funny with all this commotion
I guess they’ve got me, to blame
They don’t even know my name
They don’t even know my name

Well I’ve never felt so ready, think it’s finally time
Cause that big old world is waiting, and it’s mine all mine
Just then everything got real quiet, it got real bright
And a man took my hand said don’t worry, Mommas gonna be alright
Then he opened the gate, & I followed him in
Said you can wait right, here till it’s your turn again
And his love is the one true emotion
Heaven knows no fear no pain
I never got to set my wheels in motion
They loved me just the same
And they didn't even know my name
Didn’t even know my name
You loved me just the same
And you didn’t even know my name

tempestmiranda tempestmiranda
18-21, F
Oct 20, 2009