Enjoing My Company

I spend the majority of my time alone and I pretty much love it! i've learned from my baby years to elementry to now in cejep how to keep myself busy and happy on my own. I love to read,write poetry,listen to music,draw,observ people. I dont find myself needing others to to entertain but I do enjoy occational hanging out but generally get enough socialness from my martial arts club. where I got to train in the evenings from 6:30 to 9:30 then talk alittle then go home. im not afraid to be alone well..cause I have that small martial arts group at my disposal and its like a small family so thats why too. I used to resent who I was But now i realize its all a balance the world needs quiet people as much as we need the "more out there" people. plus I love to just sit or walk in the park and get lost in my thoughts and when I feel that no one is around I like the think out loud and look up at the moon. its really strange but when I look up at the moon I can almost feel like its slipping through my eyes(hence the saying the eyes are the window to the soul)and slip into my soul it feels so calming and peaceful. I would say its a gift for an individual to be able to enjoy there own company as much as they enjoy others! I hope this helps to any reader that is seeking something or answer.

BelleRaven BelleRaven
18-21, F
2 Responses Feb 12, 2009

I love to be alone, I only resent usurpers of my time. I don't like to chat online for this reason. I'm a writer and while writing is largely a solitary pursuit, once in a while I have to go out and mix with other upright walking animals. I am a talkative person by nature and will talk to people when they're around but I'm a better listener.<br />

I hate to be alone as I overthink things.. but I totally agree with your last statement, I'd like to be able to enjoy my own company... dunno how anyone else puts-up with me! lol. I am not a talkative person, except in occasional bursts.. I need to start using the voice recorder on my MP3 so I can keep my thoughts to write them on EP later.