I Love to Be Held
I have talked about this often in my stories but I have a constant craving to be held. I think about it constantly.
It would just be so nice to feel close to someone and to drop my defences for once. Just to be able to relax and be supported by another person instead of always feeling like I am alone and having to struggle. There are certain people who I wish would hold me because I feel safe around them but no way would I ask for a hug from them. I am a proud woman and probably come across as very strong and capable at work. Just today I took complete control of the playscheme that I work at and took the register for 86 kids no problem at all. I can control their behaviour and am firm and no nonsense with them. I know I must come across as a strong woman but inside I feel very weak and vulnerable and wish someone could see this.
It would just be so nice to feel close to someone and to drop my defences for once. Just to be able to relax and be supported by another person instead of always feeling like I am alone and having to struggle. There are certain people who I wish would hold me because I feel safe around them but no way would I ask for a hug from them. I am a proud woman and probably come across as very strong and capable at work. Just today I took complete control of the playscheme that I work at and took the register for 86 kids no problem at all. I can control their behaviour and am firm and no nonsense with them. I know I must come across as a strong woman but inside I feel very weak and vulnerable and wish someone could see this.
By:
Jenni855
Age:
26-30
,
Female
