A Missed Chance
Two years ago, I met a wonderful lady through EP. When I read the a letter of hers for the first time on EP I thought, "My God, this lady has so much in her heart and is hurting on such a deep emotional level it must be unbearable." I can honestly say I wanted to take some of this hurt from her, to share her burden, to let her have a little relief. I replied to her story to let her know she was not alone, that someone cared. We talked, first on EP then on our own email accounts, for quite a while. The more I learned about this incredible woman the more amazing she became. She has a heart full of caring, a warm, wonderful caring that most people could only dream of. She is sincere, honest, intelligent, adventurous, giving, and has a beautiful soul. Sedona (her EP name) is someone I would travel for days for, just to look into her eyes and hold her close for five minutes. She is someone I could never get close enough to; could never feel like letting go of. All I could think of for days at a time was cuddling with her for hours, letting her know how special she is, how desirable she is.
Work got in the way and I never went to see her. She stopped writing. I don’t know what happened to this dear woman. I pray that her life is happy, loving, and warm. I know I’ve lost a chance to cuddle what her and to let her know how much fuller she left my life in the weeks we shared of ourselves online. Whenever I think of cuddling, I think of Sedona and the missed chance of sharing the voiceless conversation of a cuddle.
Don’t ever pass up a chance to cuddle with someone you care for.