Feeling Feminine On A Daily Basis

I wake up every morning as Julie and start my day being feminine. I can't believe that it took me so long to be her as she has been with me all my life but it has only been the last couple of years that I started to make time for her . I'm sorry I neglected her she would appear in subtle ways throughout my life and I would calm her down by wearing some lingerie here and there, occasional skirt, blouse , fleeting times with lipstick and makeup but never truly understanding that I am her. I am so grateful that femininity is now a huge part of my life and I have so much time to make up for.