The Comfort And Security Of It..

Ever since I was a young person, and that's a long time ago, I have an undeniable attraction to wearing diapers and pooping in them. I don't know for sure why it all started but may have its origin as early as age 5 years when I had allergies and my mother gave me some kind of laxative (probably castor oil) and diapered me at bedtime. There was an inevitable mess in them by morning and when I realized even then this gave me joy, I was summarily denied them. But too late, that pattern was set, and still, many years later the urge is not to be denied.
When opportunity arises I wear thick cloth diapers at bedtime, two or three at a time, with plastic bloomers and just let it all happen. Sometimes for old times sake it's a good dose of castor oil or Dulcolax tablets that makes the night memorable. As soon as the diapers go on, I have an urge to go, just diapers alone give me a laxative effect, probably from former efforts at self hypnosis.
Nice to be able to share this.
Fredf01 Fredf01
70+, M
2 Responses Dec 1, 2012

Don't you just love that automatic response when you put diapers on - they feel so comfortable, warm, secure and just beg for a soft mess in them. I just can't help it - and it seems so natural and fulfilling. The feeling is just overwhelming.

OMG! that line: " just diapers alone give me a laxative effect, probably from former efforts at self hypnosis. " The same happens to me!! :3

Ever so often I get to thinking more and more about taking a laxative at supper time and covering myself with the security and comfort of thick cloth diapers, and the opportunity is coming tomorrow night. Getting all excited about it already! Castor oil time in a bit over 24 hours! Yum!