Not This Weekend.

Good news, No shopping this weekend. well, I did go to the mall. I think my husband was testing me. He wanted to take me to boston pizza to spoil me for not buying any thing at the mall on friday. the only problem is the boston pizza he took me to is right in the mall I go to but, that boston pizza is its the best one in the city; however, its also by one of my fav clothing stores forever 21. I was really nervous when I got out of the truck to go in to the mall. I felt like after we eat maybe I will just check to see whats on sale. so when we were walking through the mall I was looking at all the stores. we came across forever 21. I looked at my husband and said just a little look. he sighed at said " just a look ok we only came here for lunch." I walked in and he was right behind me really ******* me off saying "when are we going to go? when are we going to eat? Im hugry come on lets go." I swear I was going to punch him out lolololol with my nose flaring and my stink face on I turned to him stamped my feet and said "FINE WE WILL GO AND EAT YOU BIG BABY." As we got to the boston pizza there was a neon sign shop beside it. OMG I said to my husband look at that shop. I think that is a sign he laughed a sign or a neon sign...... you know what I mean I said. there was a neon sign that looked like the vegas sign. I said to him I wonder how much it is. Of course it was exspensive. It had to be cause I wanted it...... it was 400.00. Dont worry, I didnt get it but I did want it. It was a nice luch and I did enjoy it. I didnt buy anything. When we got home I really wanted to buy some clothes but instead of craving some thing to wear I was craving junk food. I went to the grocery store and bought chips, chocolate and popcorn came home and pigged out arrrrrggghhh my tummy was so sore I ending up getting sick all over the place. I dont really thing I have a problem with shopping I think I have a problem with excesiveness. I want it all. not just one thing I want it all. I could of just got one chocolate bar, or one bag of chips but now I had to make a pig out of my self . this is probly what I have been doing with shopping for clothes too. I cant just have one pair of pants I have to have a whole wardrobe. How am I ever just going to stop just stop it. I didnt clothes shop this weekend but I still feel as if I failed somehow. on to next week.



day 8 of challenge.