Tore Between The Two

I hate being put in another frustrating position. I have strong feelings for both of my guy friends, and it's killing me inside. One of them is as Christian and lives in Miami (His name Is J), the other is not a christian at all and lives nearer to me (His Name Is Dee). I am far from a player and I have been keep these feelings in for to long, yet i'm scared to even open my mouth and say anything. They are so different from each other, yet i like them both! It's kind of weird...J is a musician and plays the piano for his church, Dee on the other hand Doesn't attend church much and doesn't really have much going for him at all, But his personality is what gets me. The Decision shouldn't be this hard and i'm going to have to make up my mind pretty soon. One thing I don't want to do is lead any of them on.
NaNa2ULee NaNa2ULee
18-21, F
Dec 15, 2011