Forcing Myself To Stay Up Late...why?

i hate mornings... so its only natural for me to be awake at night... but sometimes i get tired... and sleepy... but i havent been doing anything... and i cant stop thinking... and i force myself to stay up... till i see the sunlight peeking through my windows... i get annoyed sometimes... and i feel lonely and bored... i love that its so quiet... i just lost my train of thought... lighting a ciggie now... not really sure what i want out of this...
Trublood Trublood
26-30, M
Dec 3, 2012