Finally Over You

I regret you.
The day I met you, our first date,the way I loved you, love you everything. I tried so hard for you I changed my self for you I wanted to make you happy be everything you needed, wanted clearly it wasnt enough. You got so angry I though i was just doing something wrong I didn't know you just didn't love me anymore than you didn't have the balls to tell me to my face, I thought I had done something wrong I spent so long hating my self blaming my self for the way you ended up treating me I just kept trying to make it up to you doing everything for you but it still didn't make you happy not at all but even though you didnt love me anymore you still managed to sleep with me, you had no problem there.
I regret everything about our relation ship right from the moment i set my eyes on you, if i could go back in time I would . i wouldn't even have to think about it. I'd just wipe you outta my life simple as that if life had a delete button I'd push yours if only it where that easy. loosing you was hard and not just because I lost you, I lost your whole family and i loved them every single one of them I'd of done anything they needed me to do if something was wrong, but you took all that away from me with out even a second thought with out even trying to fight for me for us.
I regret all the time I've spent chasing you pining for you still wanting you well that all over its took me a few months but i am finaly moving on getting over you forgetting what you meant. you may of been my first love but i wont remember you with happy thoughts all I'll remember is how you ended up treating me and i don't want that so I'm just going to forget you and let you go, i need to be happy and i sure as hell am going to be happy!!
misplacedheart misplacedheart
26-30, F
1 Response May 20, 2012

Bravo, thankyou for sharing this, your strength really shines through. You deserve to be happy.

thank you :) time to move on to bigger and better things (thattt sounded wrong in my head and yet i still typed it :P)