Over & Out

I used to like it, love it even at times I suppose.

But I am too old and selfish now, concentrated on what I have to do before I die.

Submissive training requires thought, focus, a selflessness, a concern for the other, a nuanced reading of emotives and unfolding desires. If your mind isn't on the job, you **** it. Just like I failed in my most recent and final attempt at training. Right here on EP. OK, so be it. The submissive was not overly taxed, it appears, by the experience. So we appear to have come through the tunnel still friends.

Taught me a lesson. Get out while the gettings good.

It's all over for me now. I go on with my life and my singular self concerns. Over and out.
61-65, M
Sep 15, 2012