My First Gay Experience!

I was 11 he was 14 and he was also my best friends brother, I can't remember why but my best friend must have been outside and his brother said do you wanna play truth or dare and we got to some dirty dares I just agreed so it started out kissing and hugging then we both got naked and then he dared me to suck his **** and then I'm not sure why but he kept telling me to slow down and speed up and stop and start and this went on for about half an hour then after I asked If he would suck me and then he told me to **** off and said he's not gay and since he's always blackmailed me and always said he'd tell everyone and always harasses me about it and calls me gay and queer and now I hate him but anyway that was the first **** I sucked and it was my first homosexual experience and I hope not my last but I just don't know what to do about him now but anyway there's my story thanks for reading :)
Zedrin Zedrin
18-21, T
5 Responses May 13, 2012

Sorry to hear that. That guy is an *******

Just remember, he only has power over you if you let it bother you. I'm not suggesting that you confront him or get into an open dispute with him over details. But it's basically his word against yours as to what happened. So, walk with your head held high and ignor him.

The only way he could confirm this happened, was if he observed some birthmark or deformity of yours that distinguishes you from others. Like a strawberry birthmark or pigmentation scar that others might observe in Gym class. But then, you could also say he saw it in gym class or at the public swiming pool, etc. So it still wouldn't be proof, now would it?

I sucked of my bestfreands older bro i wass 11 and he15 . it was great fun for both of us he returned the favor . I could nearly fit half his **** in my mouth but he could pop my lill dicklet and peanuts together in his !

Always wondered about the guy that like to have a male fellate him and claims to not having had a homosexual act. I was maybe 12 with a buddy same age when an older boy 14 *********** to elaculation god his ***** looked astonishing. i wanted so much to be able to *********. my buddy and i had the sessions everyday possible. One day on the toilet i saw the first little drop of a clear substance. I reached manhood my god my macho brain was wild. i showe my bud he adored it, his older brother introduced us to ********. Oh wel fond memories

Sounds like your first experience was with the wrong guy. Great but half of what it should of been. I'm still looking but not desperate, just very interested.<br />
Shame you have to live in fear of being blackmailed for what should of been a very private experience.<br />
If I knew more about your situation I could advise maybe.