Dont Know What It Is, But I Always Feel Like I Am Missing Something Or Lost Something

I am 26 years old guy. I am an international student in Australia. Loneliness and depression are the things which are hurting me the most. May be lack of my english skills play its part in depressing me. my family loves me, I have some good friends. but still I feel loneliness around me. I dont know what it is, but I always feel like I am missing something or lost something. I dont have a girl friend. That adds more pain. I feel like I cant impress a girl. That really hurts me. Sometimes I push myself and try to impress a girl but I get the same response- rejection. some times I badly want to cry. tears roll down from my eyes. In such situations I hate myself...
johnnylonely johnnylonely
26-30, M
1 Response Aug 4, 2010

but hardest thing is to stop thinking of that, when the world around you keeps reminding.<br />
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thank you :)