3 Dollars And One Cent

I buy the same cheap wine from the same store. It does give me a headache. Usually cheap wine does. I like being drunk off of wine. Champagne is better though for my head. A bottle of wine or half of one is usually enough for me. Lately when depressed and/or agitated I just drink wine and it comforts me. I like to eat wine while eating french fries or potato chips. I'm a bad person. Maybe I have a drinking problem. I just got a part time job. I'm such a bum I hate working. I don't like dealing with authority figures. I'm pretty unstable and kinda lonely. What can I do? I don't know how to cope with stress and sudden changes. I guess I have Asperger's syndrome. I remember my shrink saying not to numb my anxiety and whatever with booze.
I like my wine. I don't even want to fight it anymore. I love you wine you cheap mother f-er. ha I'm in a strange mood. I'm not drunk right now. Soon I will be though. I'm trying to decide if tonight is a good night for boozing. Idk
Worst thing is that I don't care that I'm a broke wino. I just hate people giving me unwanted attention about it.
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22-25, F
Nov 30, 2012