Will Always Be Looking Until I Find Her

after I split with my last gf in 2006 I have stood my ground with myself saying I will not get in a relationship with another woman unless she is fine with me wearing panties and dressing from time to time. The best case would be she cuckolds me and makes me her ***** and service both her and her lovers.
I really doubt I will find such a woman and until I can I will always be looking. But in the mean time give me ****.