I Still Do But Keep Trying To Not Think About It

I understand almost everything usually but not why you said you loved me and then left, I don't like it you're a ***** but you're not I don't like oh wait, you're actions are a *****. My mother said that a while ago or something similar lol well they are and you're a great person but I don't like the way you acted and I don't know why I no I do know why and that's fine then I was just trying to help someone and you took it up the wrong way and thought I was cheating and like wow I wasn't but you never asked even but I guess everyones like that. I don't know maybe I should just do something and like then this will leave my mind but I don't feel like doing it.

Stupid title.

Well it's kind of what I wanted to say but kind of not. lol it's half I guess but looks can be decieving lolol I used to *le pause for while I'm thinking something and then I think of this and now I just want to stop typing and not tell you but I want to* lol I used to believe lies like:

People never change
God doesn't exist and we just rot in our graves lololol
Schools just want whats best for you
You need certificates to succeed in life lol

Last one though.

I don't agree and it's not that it's you need people to agree with you or disagree or just to care about what you have to say, I've been thinking about this so much and it's not that hard to do, just don't lie, don't fake it, don't force who you are, don't no nevermind I want to check something.
Acchbellon Acchbellon
18-21, M
Dec 1, 2012