So Much So

After all this time, I have cried my heart out to you but you never listen.  I have been a good wife and listened whenever you told me about all the abuse and problems that you've had during your life.  I have stood by and allowed you to find those that would give you the pleasures that you sought and was there for you when it all went wrong.  I gave up my most precious hopes and dreams just so that you will be able to live life the way you felt you needed to.  I sit here with tears in my eyes and all you can see is some whimpy blubbering idiot that you constantly tell me that you never asked me to give up my life.

I am alone again so you can go out and be with your friends because, as you put it last night "I'm putting up the wall" because I have again reverted to taking responsibility for everything thaat was and is wrong in your life.

Michellewhois Michellewhois
4 Responses Mar 7, 2010

**** that *****! He doesn't deserve you and women should know they don't need to take it! Get your own friends, let him wonder about where you are and what you are doing? Be Happy! Be strong, and know that there are many men who have seen this abuse happen to Mothers and friends, and would stand up to your abuser. Ihave and I felt really good about it.

So sorry, be strong......hugs

there are those that will listen to u here o ep,like me

i feel for you, try to be strong