My Everything

I'm sitting here, getting ready to shower, listening to love songs, and I can't help but think how far we've come. We've gone from a simple hello, to this. At one point we were the best of friends, had a thing, stopped talking, mended what was broken, and here we are. We're making progress, we're helping each other. We have our fights, I know. Mostly minor ones, only one big one I can think of, and they're definitely not easy, but nothing worthwhile ever is. I just know that I love you so much and I don't know what I would do without you. You make every day so worth it. I wake up in the morning only to think of how you are. I come home and can't wait to talk to you. Lots of people say that LDR's are ridiculous, but I don't think so. Not in the least. You know me more than anyone. You know what makes me laugh, what makes me cry, everything. It's going to be hard, there's no doubt about that, but I'm willing to do it for you. When we broke up. . . I felt like there was a piece of me gone. I felt like no matter what I did, it never went away. I got on everyday in the hopes of a message from you, and I never did. I got that story comment and was so ******* confuzzled. . . like you don't even know. Once I realized though that you wanted to try to fix things, I gladly let you back in. You've always been there for me when I needed you, and I plan on always being there for you. When I think of my future, you're always there. I know that we can get through anything together, we just have to stay strong for each other. I'm looking forward to this weekend. A weekend together before the busy school week comes back to give us time restrictions again. I don't take one moment with you for granted. I'm so thankful for every day that I get to spend with you. Every tear that falls, every failed attempt at socialization, everything. I want to be there for you every step of the way. I want to help you the way you help me. I want to give you all the love I have to give. We might be young and naive, but that doesn't matter. We'll get by, no matter what. I love you so much, Ben. *kiss*