The Pains Of Love

Some say it is better to have loved and lost than to have never lost love. I’m beginning to question that. Love leaves a very powerful scar and that scar can leave a person so very bitter; to the point of not trusting anyone. I've never loved someone the way I love her, but she's trying to choose between me and...him. I once called him friend... now I feel a lot of anger when I think of him or see him, or even hear his name. I messed up and I'm trying to redeem myself, but why him...why not me... why not choose now...
dmo8420 dmo8420
18-21, M
1 Response Aug 12, 2010

Love does hurt, and can leave behind serious scars. I have experienced the tremendous pain several times. At first it is very hard to consider living your life without that other person. But you have to remind yourself that you are worth more than that. And I know from experience, there will 9 times out of ten always come someone else who will appreciate and love you more. Take care, keep your head up. I do know your pain. Try to get out and meet new people to take your mind off of her. Who knows you may meet someone who makes you smile.