I Love Very Much...

I Love, sometimes I wish I didn't know how to Love, because I love too much sometimes, and really that is not easy for me. I don't like love, because I love people who hurt me, who abuse me, and who want to hurt me. People act like its easy to just turn off your Love for someone, but its really not, I wish it was, but it really is not that easy, if it was, I am sure I would not hurt as bad as I do, when someone i Love says something....

I have always had a lot of love in my heart, more than one would want to have. I wish I couldn't Love. I wish I couldn't care so much. It would make me feel free to breathe a little bit. Its so much easier to Hate someone, than it is to Love someone, because loving someone, is giving them the power to break your heart, but trusting them not to. That is what I have done, and I hope that I am not going to be made a fool for loving as much as I do.

I love, and I always will, I just wish I couldn't at times.

I give a Lot of Love, even to people who don't deserve it at time. I will drain myself just to help someone, someone I Love, or don't Love. I Love very much, and I always will Love, that is one thing about me, that I am never going to be able to change, no matter how hard I try to.

Some people will say, the worst thing about me, is I put others before me way too much, and I Love and care more than one should.

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Feb 25, 2010